The Void Revisted

Let's take this back a step as a reminder...I had asked, "Let me see if I got this straight? I see light which is making me see two shapes and they are not me nor are they them. Okay interesting riddle.

Question Who is not me? Answer them
Question Who is not them? Answer Me
Question Why are the shapes here? No answer yet.

Main question .....Do you think I have lost my mind?

Back into the Void we go....

The sun is letting more light in now and the shapes begin to take form, funny they look similar to me. I ask "are you a manifestation of my mind"? hmmm silence. The shapes begin to slowly move into the darkness and in the silence you begin to hear the whispers. After a while one speaks... What do you want most in this world "well I have been in this place for 8 months now a shower would be nice"!!!! Okay, no sense of humor I see.... fine. Umm...OUT of this dark gloomy place? The whispers start over again...The other speaks in an authoritative voice "What are you waiting for"?Ummmm...Ummmmm I don't really know? The authoritative says well don't you think that you should? "Should what? ?Know or get out of here" I say. A sigh comes out of the shapes.


Ok let us help you....
Who is not me.....Us are that's who the shapes say....wait I thought you were them, no we said we are not them.... we are us, "well who the hell is us"? I ask..... then it hits... US is me. Us is all that I am. Everything and everyone who defines my life. Very good Bob you are learning as the shapes get clearer and clearer.

Who is not them.....Me....You see I can't be them, I need to be me, not someones version of me because then I would be them., and well the would be absurd. I need to be me so there will be an us.

Why were the shapes there....They were reminding me of the past, constantly and well it is now time to push through that tough barrier and come out shinning. I will always love you Dad and losing you was the toughest thing I have ever had to go through. I made you a promise.....My hand to God dad I will do the very best I can to honor it.

So have I lost my mind?....I really hope so.....I hate to think someone normal wrote all of this HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The shapes vanish without a trace...the sky is becoming clearer...I think I am going to be okay.


Special thanks to Michelle, Veronica and Janine for being the 3 different shapes that shaped me the most in my life. I love you all