So as some of you know I started to diet and I have bee pretty good about it until today. You see, I took some pictures and downloaded them in my computer and looked at them, I ran quickly to the mirror and looked and went back to the picture and looked again and you know what.... 2 different looking people, both not good. Now in real life I feel vibrant and alive and even thin but the mirror and the camera have me 2 to 1. I wouldn't say I have failed but I sure as hell got kicked in the balls by lady reflection wearing steel toed stilettos.
So what to do....
Well there is always work out harder and longer and push my body beyond its limits but I have already been told that that is a bad idea. I could cut down on food but that is just frickin silly. I could stop altogether and have my ass beat by 2 of the greatest friends ever (Both who are beautiful and I wouldn't mind my ass slapped around by them but we are talking going old school shit here).
So there must be a medium, a tolerance and a acceptance. All suggestion are welcomed, until then, i will work on me and my attitude about the problem.
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Most of the stuff I have to say to this you've already heard, you are too hard on yourself ect. I know you are still a vibrant active person and regardless of that heartless chick who controls your mirror's reflection, you should continue to be proud of your progress. You have worked hard, you have attained goals and that is what you need to concentrate your focus on. All good things in time my dear friend. Keep working on your goals, not by killing your body by pushing yourself beyond your limits or cutting off more of your food, just keep moving. Eventually maybe through your hard work, determination and faith in yourself that wicked woman in your mirror will in fact grow a heart and show you what all the people who love you already see when they look at you.
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