Things are dark in this room, what little light does get in does not offer any ray of hope, all seems to be lost. Do I see a silver lining.... no, but when the mask you wear portrays you as the optimistic one life can be difficult. I have my own issues and nothing ever changes... no money, no job and after 10 months of this shit well that's another blog all within itself. You get tired of looking you know..for jobs. With the unemployment rate at 13% in just the Bay Area and the Bay Area has roughly 7 million people living in it do the math.
Any way back to the void....................
You get numb, you don't sleep, hell you don't even want to eat but you do. Sex is not an option any more, your man hood has been raped off of you like pirates coming a shore for the first time in a year and your the only woman in town. Drinking is an option but seriously most people drink to get numb so that would just be redundant.
The voices can be interesting, I find they can be amusing at times, the conversations, the idol gossip and the stupid arguments all in my head for my entertainment. It's dark, it's cold and there is nothing. Can you hear the echos?
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